dan:)

its the worst kind ever

2009-07-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

how can i say how horrible i feel?
i'm annoyed, i'm hurt.
i need to know whats happening, and why?
i really pray with all my heart
NOTHINGS WRONG.
yet i cant tell anyone,
i pray to you all so often Lord,
i know you'd help me, but i really need
your loving hand on my shoulders to comfort me.

what hurts the most.

2009-07-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

theres just one thing i need to stop doing,
easily affected by what people say.):

seriously friend,
i missed you, and alot.
its been weird, we're suppose to be close,
but we havent even talked for more than a month,
and by that i dont mean the normal 'hi's and 'bye's
i think you kinda know that already.

trust me.

i feel replaced.

HEYY PRETTY

2009-06-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

title dedicated to tiff
i feel worst than ever, but luckily
my appetite's still there (: [ for now ]

church today(:
i think things are going back to normal,
which is good(:

EIGHTEEN DAYS.
kay and i realised,
14 years of my life were a waste,
so i shall not make this year the 15th.

here's 10 things i need to do first.
1) trust God,
2) put him first.
3) do QT daily.

kay nvm abt the rest,
its quite personal.
i just hope id be able to finish my
testimony soon.
please?

KAY GET WELL SOON PEEPS.
me too, I PROMISE TO SLEEP EARLY.
[11's kinda early.. right? / : ]

i'm going to disown this soon,
eeks.

now i'm EGGCITED!(:

ADIOS AMIGOS.

cheer up(:

2009-06-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

RETREAT was great! :DDDDDDDDD

who am i kidding.
one week, of quality time with my home seems too hard.
on a lighter note, my dad's out :D
and i still have the guitarzx(:

sorry fy and sheryl):
invited yall and couldnt be there,
just have a good time and learnnnn!(:
yep yep. knowing your mad character, things should be fine(:
[i hope S:]

i shall do qt now, i have loads of free time anyway:D

its ohkay,

im fine, and maybe things

would be better this way(:

(:

2009-06-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

how much would it take for once's faith to grow?
nothing that the Lord cant do.
im glad(:

one die die must do resolution?
QT!!

be strong!
we'll get through this♥

perfect.

2009-06-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

why?

2009-06-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

do you even know how much i hate you right now?
i thought youd realise that sooner or later.
but too bad girl, you just made it a hell alot worst.

BEGGAR

2009-05-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

all things start from young right?
mei has the BEGGAR INSTINCTS(:
3 packets of tissue for a dollar,
hnehhneh.

that aside.
830 service again.
i didnt really get much of pastor David's message.
somehow didnt make much sense til the ending.
oh well. eh min, SERIOUSLY, __'s scary D:
i wont wanna switch quarters, i think our quarter more fun(:
Jordon tore XY's bible today. fierce.

i got this urge to swith blogs again/:
blogger's beggining to get boring since
i'm lazy to get a new blogskin.
kay gotta pack my MESSY TTMX room soon.

TMR = TRAINING.
kay 2 only. ONLYY.

)':

2009-05-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

dont bother unless you know the password

dear teddy,

many weeks ago i threw away the cookie jar,

and today, someone else found it and kept it.

i thought i really forgotten abt it,

i dont want myself to remember it.

byeteddy.

anw, today's been a sad sad day.
bye

blowwindblow

2009-05-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

i met jiamin in time for lunch.
and like after lunch she bought bbt,
so we decided to take the bus from s11 to church
but in the bus her bbt sliped off the step
and burst upon touching the floor.
obviously the floor had btt spreading around.
so we had to clean it up, then we had no choice but to
take it back to the station. so back to j8!
then like the busdriver was semi fine semi angry.
but like they said its ohkay and all.
this time we walked back(:

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
SARAH TAN JR.

but the rest of the day was just weird.
oh well. holidays this year will be the bestest(:
NIGHTOZZX

dreadful

2009-05-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
ONE MORE YEAR!
why procrastinate?

NOT ME.

2009-05-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna go to school on friday ):
DONCH WHANT.

dont call me for parent teacher dialogue
PLEASSEEE?(:

UBER,

2009-05-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

i must say, I ENJOYED TODAY TTMX!

firstly, I DIDNT FAIL POA!

secondly, the class i chaperoned was AMAZING!

thirdly, my amath was BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!

fourthly, i met this UBER CUTE LITTLE BOY(:

"excuse me madam. but may i be excused from the hall for 5 mins to go to the washroom please?"

STANDING OVATION!

yep, sums up my day, except for the fact that i had to umpire a class that was rather.. ~~scary~~
oh and i got 3 more days of interclass games thaaang.

HAPPY!♥

DEE		OHH
DEE.		i saw this REALLY REALLY CUTE LITTLE BOY ODAY(:
DEE.		*TODAY
-*lyd		HAHAHAA
-*lyd		like small boy cute or cute guy cute
-*lyd		hahaha
-*lyd		OH WAIT
-*lyd		LITTLE BOY
-*lyd		HAHA
DEE.		OMGOSH!!
-*lyd		HAHA
DEE.		really BIMBO ttmx you know
-*lyd		neh neh nehhhh

bimbotism part 2

forbidden ground.

2009-05-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

i wish i didnt read it.
i wish i didnt have it in front of me.
i wish i could forget it.
i wish i were older.
i wish i knew what to do.
i wish i were dreaming.
i wish it werent true.
i wish its changed.
i wish it could be...

i wish i could stop wishing.

rachh!
NI ZAI NA LI?):

PS: im slacking behind.
i just hope i maintain my nice history marks,
so back to my amath standards set.
inprove poa, dont ~~freaking~~ fail.

DONT FAIL POA

2009-05-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA DONT FAIL POA

you get my idea.

SIGH.

2009-05-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

dear bobby,
today i got my FIRSTESTEST F9):
imma failure.
kay, i'll be in my room if you need.
byebye.

HAIZ, i just want this nightmare to end please?

I MISS BIMBO):
& retarded convos..

-*lyd	I SHALL STUDY :D
DEE.	I POKE YOU AH
-*lyd	POKE LOR
DEE.	I SEND MY BUTLER
-*lyd	it has to be a super duper long-distance poke
-*lyd	HAHA
-*lyd	ERRRR
-*lyd	HAHA
-*lyd	THE OTHER KEWL
-*lyd	YOU HAVE A BUTLER
-*lyd	AWESOMEZZ
DEE.	YEP!
DEE.	YEA!! I KNOW
-*lyd	HAHAH
DEE.	TELL HIM I SAY HE MUST SERVE YOU TEA EVERYDAY
-*lyd	WOWWWW!
DEE.	WASH YOUR CLOTHES
DEE.	PACK YOUR ROOM
-*lyd	AWESOME. I LOVE YOUR BUTLER. HHAHAA
DEE.	no lor
-*lyd	NOW WHO'S YOUR BUTLER
-*lyd	HAHA
DEE.	its the butler's boss you should like lor
DEE.	hmph
DEE.	HE"S COMING
-*lyd	hurhurhur.
DEE.	[i think]
-*lyd	hahaha
DEE.	SOOON MANNNZZ
-*lyd	GOOD. i shall let him know
-*lyd	his boss' commands
-*lyd	hahaha
DEE.	YAYY
-*lyd	:D

ps : tmr = ):

KAY BYE!(:

VROOM VROOM

2009-05-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

oh ho, bye bye friend.♥
i did my ic today:
my picture is damn. YUCK MANN,
oh mann 4 papers LEFT.
my first fail): dissapointing
and school got vandalised big time.

bed time. D:

THIRD!(:

2009-05-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

OH! class is back to 6 people. nice.
thanks for the ice cream(: HEH HEH.
min and i did ALOT of stupid things/:
lucky no one found out (:
oh ho.i'm too tired to go on.
FATTY, PICTURES!
oh well, tmr = gg. i dont want to see my POA
paper the MOST. please.
anw, went over to fatty's house to watch
hairspray for the third time.[haiz]
haha nice la, but still.. SIICCCCKKKKKKK):
slumdogmillionareisaverynicemovietoo(:
i want wed, RETREAT(:
BAIBAI. ♥

danielle's going

to be really really

sad for the next

few weeks till

church camp begins):

OH AND YAY TO AC!

ROAR

2009-05-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

eh fy,
you owe me a ben and jerrys day!
cos we were suppose to go-.-PFFT
and some people still owe me 40 bucks

SKIPFIT.
dum workshop we had to do today.
go figure. SKIPPING!
and the damn not fun way lor.
im lazy. i know i know.

dumb financial literacy tmr,
i cant watch the match):

GO AC!♥

yayyxz, now i got 3 letters to write(:
pss, my countdown's at 58 D:
kthxbai.

stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
stupid poop thats going overseas.
in any case, i hope youre ohkay nowzxz(:

haha.

DUM DUM ME WANT GUM GUM

2009-05-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

MIDYEARS ARE OVERR!!
which btw also = not that much more freedom.

i'm going to end up being
-FORCED to pack my room/:
-TRAININGS):
-BANNED FROM CHALETS!

great , how much more of a fun is that?

oh the SUNNY SIDE UP,[ HAHA]
i get more slack time,
plus JUN HOLIDAYS! WHOOTs(:

SORRY RACHH, i cant got for the chalet/: i tried.
well i cant go for my class's one either):
and the worst part is,
_______!!):

bye!♥

fatty!

youre gonna owe me

ALOT of ice cream! ^^

to make it up DD:

BIO

2009-05-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

i studied all the cell's functions
and nothing came out):
except the flagella!
one measly question.

gg to bio!

AMATHHH.
this peeps, i must do well.
DHI! we got a pact, so
you better live up to it!

kay other than that ive got no mood to blog.
ADIOS AMIGO

2009-05-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

i cant help but say this.
sometimes i wish you didn't have to
listen to him and the expense of us.
sure its a character clash,
if you believe that bogus stuff.
just remind me why
i got all the punishment?
huh, MOM?

hi friend.

2009-05-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

hoho.

i woke up at 7 with a major headache):
i fear for my last two papers now.
my head hurtttsss!):

the mothers day gifts stuff
was weird. kinda,

OMGOSH!
THIS GIRL CALLED ME 19!
GAHHH FREAKK!
WHHHYYY):
but someone's 42(:
and i got a sibiling tts 23 years appart
from me, with a father that is..
nevermind.

nonsense i tell you!
CARREY! its your cousin!

pfft.
i want ice cream.
i want ice cream.
i want ice cream.
i want ice cream.
ahaha annddd,
iie lurbe euu deep deep whorx♥
~~soon i'm really gonna turn lian~~

TRUE JOY.

2009-05-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

dear teddy,
i like sundays(:

i get to know more abt my daddy up there.
he's nice(:
he helps me when i need.
he calms me when i'm scared.
tho i cant see him face to face,
he lets me know he's there always.

teddy, i'll tell you a secret,
i love daddy♥

)):

2009-05-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

my goodness this is my third post of the day,
what am i doing?
i cant sleep):
help me please? ):
my head hurts.
and i cant stop thinking):

YOZZ

2009-05-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note,
today was great, until my mind HAD to remind me of some stuff.):

MORNING, followed min everywhere to buy her stuff.
we went macs, and i dares her to ask the lady for WHITE cakes with sausage.
EMBARRASSING MUCH!
but too bad the lady didnt hear carefully./:

THENN, we sang from the florists all the way to novena.
ahaha(:
min: [holding the damn big boutique of flowers]
i'm doing this for my MAMA okay!

kay, so this story continues,

i realised smt. i bought roxanne a pair of havaianas.
and she bought me one too-.-
and GUESS WHAT?
it was the SAME pair. differeny size
HAHA i know you so well D:
now when my mom finds out i got two pairs
she's going to murder me d:
OH WELLS.

today's yf = sad):
okay i know its not my fault
but i still felt bad.

like what carol says.
要振作自来!
BYE!

BAMNN

2009-05-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

i hate this. badly.

FURBALL!

2009-05-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

I WANNA DOG.

PLEASE?(:

terry needs a companion.[not the dog!]

i feel his loneliness without me D:

haha. nonsense.

if only pets could talk):

today was boring ttmxx.
ended up having phone calls abt amath paper.
haiz.

HI AWESOME,
stop reading this D:
spoils your eyesight.

dad refuses to accept that vesak day's not his brithday.
cos apparently, vesak day used to be on the 10th of may.
rubbish la if not he'll be close to twice his age already.
help me. they're extorting me to treat them dinner.

PS. SOWRIE kathy. i forgot abt the book /:

icantwaitfortmr:D

hiatus.

2009-05-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

failed mannzz.

so much for not blogging during midyears.

pfft.

sorry terry,

i promise to feed you regularly.

if we can ever talk. itll be greeaat!(:

anw, chem was (:

yeap. the last question was annoying mangg.

i read it wrongly again.

my eyesight is getting worst peeps!

tiff's back!♥

yea thats enough.

TMR NO SCHOOL! *rubs it in for F&N peeps.

[for now]

i planned it awesomely[yearight] /:

PSSSSSEEDDD!

YOU OWE ME 6 TUBS OF ICE CREAM! :D

*cue to smile broadly.

~~thats for reading my blog.(:~~

GAHHH!

2009-05-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

people shouldn't read my blog
its like my alter ego.
sezzly.

bye guys its studying time):

ps, i'll call you la.

2009-05-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for june holidays.

sad to say, its getting stressful having to see

and to endure some people from our class's nonsense.

i just hope for the chalet and our class bond more

so far its bad): everyone of you are just..

you get what i mean

Kay ive been quite failure in doing my work today):

i'm dead, tmr's POA!

and nothing else is going into my head.

i got 3 exams tmr):

booohooo

i'm scared for SS too):

haiz. other than that, i hope i'll remember all the accounting entities.

no-school-on-friday!(:

KTHZBAI

PERSISTANCE.

2009-04-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

its true.
teachers forever tell us, dont blame netball.
its about time management, yea true,
but how not to when we are sometimes too tired
to even concentrate in class or do our homework!
and we train three to four times a week and
sometimes netball takes up our entire week in school.
i mean how not to say netball made us tired?
but no, i guess some teachers will never understand,
that's what fustrates me,

WHY DONT YOU KNOW YOUR WORK?!

hello? obviously cos i wasnt there right,
you expect me to know without understanding
what the textbook is even saying? what are
teachers for if we can just read it off our textbooks
and know everything it says? -.-
ya sure, we are expected to get 1st,
we're expected to do damn well dispite the conditions,
we are looked down upon cos we missed lessons?!
whats up with that? and yea sure, after missing

4 months of school work,

WE GENEROUSLY GET ONLY ONE WEEK TO CATCH UP.
yea sure, we guarantee

As.
STRAIGHT As.

sure.you wish.call us stupid for joining netball,
ya thanks we appreciate it,why not all the netballers
just quit?
and the teachers play to get 1st?sounds easy huh?

this is mainly why i hate school.
NO UNDERSTANDING TEACHERS!freak.
& guess what if i fail POA
[which BTW, i dunno ALOT. LIKE ALOTT!]
SOMEONE wants to call me parents.

AND my parents HATE NETBALL TTM!

thanks, they'll sooo understand. I DONT FUREAKING CARE!
all i wanna do is do well for both maths, chem!..
dont let ms nadar down,cos i really felt like
she was the only teacher that understood.
do well for bio, ss and HISTORY!
AND JUST AT LEAST pass POA.
or better still try for a better band.
kay i feel better,
my CHINESE EXAM IS TMR.

ANDD?

MR SOMEONE DIDNT TEACH EVERYTHING.HOW AWESOME!
now i'll flunk Chinese like
i did before.
so much for doing well.

bye guys,
i hope i get through this fast.

AHHHHH):

2009-04-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

firstly,
SORRY JKHOO!
i REALLY didnt mean it.
kay, i promise not to be so accident prone.

i had a good talk with jiamin(:
oh ho.step one: stop thinking about exams and all!

anw, to you, i hope youre happy,
i mean you did get what you wanted in
the end right?
and i dont think you need help anymore(:

LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.
i mean, when can i learn to do so):

BYE PEOPLE

ITS A NEED NOT A WANT♥

2009-04-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

it'll be nice to have smt that can actually cheer me up):
RACHHAEL! can you please get back your phone.
i wish bobby were real.): i wanna talk. scream. theres no one i can tell that
will understand. why cant you just stop it!):
yf was great. sorry RR, i could pick you up.
but at least i went to your house today!(:
like for 2 hours kay! at least mom allowed.
i'll miss yall when you guys leave again.

tho i wish yall could stay,
i'm wishing in vain.):

ps; your baby brother is UBER CUTE♥
KTHXBAI.

[edit]
IM HERE IM HERE!(:
altho youre right, i can never fully understand cos..
yea, but i'll still be here darling♥
but i know one thing,you can pray.
even if you do it everyday,
it'll be solved one day(:
CHEERRR UP HONEYYZ.
sry i had to surrender my phone see..
BUT HEY! i borrowed my bro's to post this kay!(:
it'll all get better in time
ily babe ♥

foolish liar.

2009-04-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY TOOK MY PASSPORT PHOTO!
goes to show how lazy i am,
I'M FUREAKING EGGGGCITED ABT SAT!(:
THE SISTERS ARE COMING BACK!
anw, i'm going to NOT FAIL ANY SUBJECT.
siau is damn mean, i feel so stupid now,
i know ohkay, if you tell me i'm going to fail,
then thanks, really i 'appreciate' it. tks.
i cant stand it when you acuse me of smt
and when you realise your assumption is wrong
you just walk away.
mann, i'm such a failure at planning.
SORRY CAROL, my plan's failing):
and i really dont recall when i ever
planned a successful outing):

PS; i'm sick,
sick and tired of having to live
in the dark all the time,
having to help you acheive
what i want to.
Rachh's right,
why do i have to be so STUPID.
to help you, when i end up killing
myself over what i took so long
to get, and you take it all away
JUST LIKE THAT.
i dont wanna do this,
I HATE MYSELF.

and i wish you knew.

omgosh, IM A FAILURE!!)':

I SAID.

2009-04-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

i havent been doing my homework,
and keep sleeping in class):
this is bad, MID YEARS IN ONE WEEK!
omgosh. crappy.
NETBALL B'DIV
FIRST! ♥
NICELY EVERYONE!(:

note to self; dont get annoyed so easily):
ARGH, i hate myself.

ps:i dont wanna hate you,
but what youve done makes
me.all i just hope now, is that,
its all not true.
pssss! thanks for everything! ILY ♥

pain.

2009-04-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

i've tried, three times btw.
sad to say i'm washing my hands off this.
and btw girl, i told you youd wont screw it.

yf was good(:
i need to
1) stop swearing
2) stop thinking of ponning everytime
3) learn to forgive 'H'
4) stop being a dumbo.
yep sounds good huh.

good friday is next friday!!
i cant wait, but peeps.
i'm damn freakkeeeddd ouuttt.
KTHXBAI

CHEERRIIIOOOSS

2009-03-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

peeps, i'm annoyed):
again apparently.
this is bad.
and fooohuuuu i better
control my temper.
whats happening!
and don't tell me i'm pmsing
cos i don't. seriously.
btw huh.
ifeellikecrap,
ineverseemtobeabletodotherrightthing,
andyounolongercaredoyou.sowhydoi,
omgoshimanidiotforeverever__________.

ANWW good Friday musical's in 2 week
SCRRREEAAAM.
great, i got no time to.nvm.

MATCH TOMORROW.
ALL THE WAY PEEPS.

RESTART

2009-03-23T22:02:00.000+09:00

thanks,

i love you
so much.♥

SINNER

2009-03-22T22:03:00.000+09:00

hello.

and i just realised,

ive been quite easily agitated recently.

sorry _______):

seriously..

i suddenly felt like i hated you alittle,

anw, just smt for you to read.

IM REALLY SORRY ):

on a lighter note,

today was quite funny.

d[use hands to do the letter] for bimbo.

foolish girl!

and yea and yest,

rng help me hold but dont touch.

oh right smart danielle.

paperplanes

2009-03-18T23:08:00.000+09:00

you promised me what you could(:
thanks. i don't blame you at all

I'm happy peeps.
really, it started off when
we were playing munchkin.
how weird.
but anw, i almost fell off the bench
ended up knocking my head[ouch]
and laughing at myself.
greattt(:

THIS FRIDAY= freaky
i have yet to overcome my fear. [o.o]

and something really really dumb happened,
i was in the lift then this guy and woman were inside.
W: here take one,[ to the guy]
G: no thanks
W: oh you have one already?
G: err, yea.
W: where?
G:at home.
W: oh at home huh, okay.[smiles]

and then i realised.
she was giving him this brochure
and she was going door to door to give people
so the guy couldn't have received it,
cos she hadn't gone to his unit
SMART PEOPLE.

I'm going.
i hope i don't die from suicide runs tmr.
KTHXBAI

SCISSORSPAPERSTONE

2009-03-17T13:12:00.000+09:00

i hate my fringe, it aint growing.):

anw, here's something SOMEONE did.

it was suppose to be, draw a self potrait.

then that woman didnt hear carfully, so she drew that.

eh daryl, you owe my ice cream again(:

i got 4 As♥

hurhur, but who cares when my parents never thinks

its good enough. haiz.

terry is damn big o.o

he needs a bigger ~~cage~~ home now.

bells ringing

2009-03-15T21:58:00.000+09:00

ignore the previous kay,

anw, GOOD FRIDAY MUSICAL'S COMING.

and OUTREACH THIS COMING SAT!

callista koh, you better come.

and,i.hate.holidays.

BELIVING

2009-03-15T21:37:00.000+09:00

well, hurhur.
i been quite disturbed over somestuff huh.
i dont know how long i'll last till i realise
that nothing i'm clinging onto that i call
ohana is really there.
sorry dear [you know who you are],
you will come to realise that
you mean more to anyone else than __.
its true, and we talked abt this today already.
i'm serious.
when my mind can no longer take this,
i'll be gone to 'somewhere else'.[if you get it]
i'd ~~cry~~.
just promise me then you wont forget me again (:

if only i could make one last wish to turn back time.
i'll never fight with anyone, never talk back,
always forgive others, be a faithful christian.
but yet, saying all these now is just pointless.

and to someone,

thanks for everything

in the past. i miss one thing,

but i'll never dare to

face you again somehow.

i'm guilty.

epic phail.

2009-03-12T22:39:00.000+09:00

shoot, i'm scared for amath.
and hurray, i fail chinese paper one.
at least i so believe i did.

training was the bestt!!
no, i'm fureaking lying.
it was the most jialat with
terrible weather + [add words]
training.
at least it was only 5k.

ahaha crazy us screaming like
mad in the canteen over a game
of spot the difference!
lolzxz to the max.
love yall(:

ILY SHERMIN.
loser who got cut when i told you
to avoid there cos i myself got a
cut from there. hurts huh.

[dinner]

D: eh lyn your face has dirt. [giggles]
S: ??
D: there, points to her face.
S: oh! [laughs like mad]
ST: [LOL!]
L: ?? dont have what.
CHOY! nooo its not!

HAHAH
NOOBBBB.

and shermin,
you have ulcers on your cheeks.

PS! RACHH, I SAW YOUR
WORDS ALL OVER MY
JOURNAL PAGE.
♥

CHAMPIONS!

2009-03-11T21:36:00.000+09:00

thanks for the card yall(:

although punishments ain't fun,
we did it for a good cost!
go IJ, we must be champions in
the finals too.

i swear i feel like an idiot.
amath test tmr. and I'm here.
mann i better not let C down.

things aint gonna be easy, that i know.

JOB VS MINISTRY.

2009-03-08T00:47:00.000+09:00

here's what happened for yf(:

HINTS TO FANGYING AND SHERYL. [you should come:D]

1) the testing of your foundational spiritual disciples[commitments]

2) the testing of your public proclaimation of christ's lordship[job vs ministry]

3) the testing of our ultimate fulfilment in God's calling

[the way you respond shows where your heart truly lies{HURHUR}]

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!

from juliaaaarrrrr:

story abt moses living for over a hundred years

little kids: then is he in the guiness book of world records?

HAHHA MUCH.

it was somewhat like that.

help me to be more understanding.

IJ NETTIES

2009-03-04T22:51:00.000+09:00

ALL THE WAY PEEPS!
you guys still have nationals to do well(:
dont let one bad play pull you dont.
YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!
GO C'DIV ♥

learn it.

2009-03-04T13:23:00.000+09:00

i swear i hate it when you think
everyone hates you when i should be the
one feeling that way.
you go sober thinking that every one's
picking on you. and the next moment you
go all happy with people you hardly know.
ITS GETTING ANNOYING GIRL.
I'M TELLING YOU. one more time you do that
and i wont be helping you like i always do.
nail me to that.

its all over.

2009-03-03T21:27:00.000+09:00

training was fine((:

kinda enjoyed it.

serious.

FANGYING.

you better keep your

you-know-what-day free.

if you not you'll soo regret.

GUITAR CLASS IS DYINGG PEEPS.

my cousin's wedding was amazing.

wedding photos are the prettiest everrr.

theodorsia & ron.

pretty people.

i'm glad for you J.(:

its all over.

see you in june

birthday

2009-03-02T23:15:00.000+09:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

MELISSA♥

help

2009-03-01T23:07:00.000+09:00

match tmr, i'm gonna sleep.
i promise to blog tmr. ~~or the next day~~.
ps.PLAY HARD NETTIES(:
pss. en, i hate it when you
go sober over things you know you cant
do anything about, so forget it all please.
iloveyou ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-02-28T23:07:00.000+09:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

CEZANNE.

my most irritable Junior ♥

2009-02-22T21:57:00.000+09:00

REMEMBERING CHRISTMAS

2009-02-21T13:11:00.000+09:00

i kinda miss christmas,

and 2008 with that.

i miss everyone around me.

treasuring people too much

can really hurt at times):

i miss two seven, yes

its been said multiple times

but i cant stand seeing

three seven half dead all the

time. SERIOUSLY PEOPLE.

do you think camp fire was good?

our class was DEAD. really really.

haiz.

this is killing me.

its just annoying having to go

thru this every year.

i hate it. i hate it when i have

to ____,___.

ps. it just aint ohana sometimes.

empty.

2009-02-17T23:31:00.000+09:00

i feel all empty inside again.
juniors played against cedar.
it was like the most pressurising game.
siao.after each quarter we were only
leading by two goals.
but good job peeps(:
work harder! you can do it.
and i was really impressed by Lyn.
girl youre like the bestestest player.
get your ankle healed!
tessaaaa thanks for the
marshmellow-fied cookie.
i went for dinner after training.
and came home at 9.
like i'll ever be able to finish
all my homework at this rate.
good friday musical prac starts this sat.
why in the world is __ _____ still so ___!
i miss being a kid. not caring about the world.

i'll be there.

cheer up.(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-02-15T23:16:00.000+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINAAAA!

i love yoou(:

ive known you since foreverrrr,

esp in the same kindergarten

YMCA FTW!

STUDY HARD GIRL!

but dont be too much

of a mugger. its no good):

weelllll.. i hope you enjoyed

today's partaee(:

youre glad i kept the cake

in one piece(:

keep the helium balloon(:

ps. i like helium balloons DD:

YOU BETTER DONT RUN

TO GARDENS ON MY BIRTHDAY!

I"LL SOO SOO SOOO

HATE YOU FOR IT ):

PSS. OH NO! YOURE14 and i'm still 14 too

2009-02-14T22:42:00.000+09:00

i feel like crap,
this is how much i enjoyed vday.
training in the morning which totally
sucked since i ran 6km.
and i was super tired):
i get pissed at ___ cos of ____.
and ______ got angry at me.
i'm sorry):
it was all a miscommunication.
~~i swear.~~ i didnt mean any of it
dont be angry please.
it wasnt what you thought it was.
it left me with remorse for the day.

thanks♥

2009-02-13T23:18:00.000+09:00

VALENTINES DAY.

~~almost died buying flowers.~~
but it was all worth it(:

i miss D.):
caroline and samantha's coming for yf
HAHA, classmates.
seriously, how can you hate your cousin
for being smarter then you ?-.-

i'm ready to move on(:
arent you proud of me rachh!
thanks girl. iloveyou so so so much.♥

hiatus

2009-02-12T23:56:00.000+09:00

i'm blog tmr.
i promise.

KILL ME,
i'm on my fureaking 5th box of stepils.
and i still sound .. bad.

and sorry peeps, i havent written vday cards/:

♠

ps. im uber fustrated

_____ __ .

I MISS TWOSEVEN BADLY.

i need a break.

NOTE.

2009-02-09T22:42:00.000+09:00

bye _.
i thought avoiding that day would be better.
i guess it kinda was, but yet i still regret somehow.
somethings arent that easy to forget.
you of all people should know that.
i'm sorry i missed it. i admit, it was on purpose.
but at least this way, X would have no regrets leaving.
i'll see you when you return,
and when i'm ready to face you somehow.
takecare.

(:

2009-02-09T22:22:00.000+09:00

AHAHA.
i still sound like a guy )':
i suddenly had this fear
i'll never get back my voice.
and i'll never be able to sing everrr.

GOODFRIDAYMUSICAL.
~~what was i thinking D: should have~~
never gave in and accept it mannzz
kill me, i'm going to soo sooo soooo
humiliate myself damn badly

i'm going for training again.(:
finally. not that i really enjoy it tho /:
kthxbai.♥

2009-02-08T23:19:00.000+09:00

i just somehow wish i could be there for you.
yet you seem miles apart for me to comfort you.
cheer up please.
ily♥

I'M A NICE GUY.

2009-02-08T22:49:00.000+09:00

[random person]:
heLLO!
ELLE said:
hi
[random person]:
u Know mE MaR?
ELLE says:
no
[random person]:
-.-
ELLE says:
you added me
[random person]:
i KnOw
ELLE says:
then?
[random person]:
Btw.. i am dar nicest guy in the world -.-
ELLE says:
ohkay..
[random person]:
u bad bad
ELLE says:
what??
[random person]:
Z..
nVm

the ultimate joker.

SEXY VOICE O:

2009-02-08T20:18:00.000+09:00

when over today(:
REANNE! you look SUPER different
and C's grown up(:
maybe its cos i didnt go there for like a year..

but it meant i missed bishan service.
i rushed back in time for the kids ♥
i prolly followed everyone of them who needed
to go to the washroom like 5 times.
weird.
liz is SUPER quiet in church.
but when she's outside.
wow.

i'm so happy with myself(:
i proved __ in amath.

~~highest marks ever attained and her reaction was just. priceless.~~
its quite annoying when she thinks everyone is..
S is not sitting with me cos of that):

yea and i-dont-like-zac-sim!
1] I DO NOT TALK LIKE ZAC TEO.[no offence]
2] I DO NOT LAUGH LIKE HIM EITHER

what in the world,
its just sore throat.

SMALL GRP LAUNCH

2009-02-07T22:03:00.000+09:00

IMMANUEL DES KAISER ♥

cool name(:

my cough is getting worst.

motivation.

2009-02-06T21:40:00.000+09:00

didnt go to school today.
went church tho.

i spent the whole morning watching nick vujicic's clips.
its really really nice.
i feel bad.):
cos firstly, i'm sick. and i was suppose to take care of myself.
secondly, this means its the second training i'm missing.
argh i have the i'm-pissed-off-at-myself feeling.
thirdly, i always either fall sick or injured myself during netball season.

great.

ps. i need to extend my mc.
pss. will you be there on my birthday?

GET BACK UP

2009-02-06T21:20:00.000+09:00

DONT FALL SICK!

2009-02-04T21:58:00.000+09:00

i'm dying peeps.
my cough is taking over my soul. D:
i feel bad for not being able to train tmr.
i told myself that i could take it on tues.
then on friday i could rest and recover before sat.
but i was wrong):
sadly.

i took the bus to school today):
i gotta start getting used to it since
someone got annoyed and refuse to ever fetch me to sch.
but oh well. i met quite afew church peeps on 59 and 56. (:
match was bad. like really.
last quarter was just. nvm.
JIA YOU; NETBALLERS♥

i should really consider not going to school tmr./:

kthxbye.

ilovethepicture(:

kill me.

2009-02-02T21:48:00.000+09:00

i'm suppose to forget everything.
but the truth is. i cant.
and it keeps coming back to me to matter
how far i flee from it.
i've tried so hard to leave it,
i'm not really to face anything like this.
i pray for you to help me Lord.♥

the day's coming soon.

i'll need help.

without God upholding us,

we'll fall down hard and deep.

and feel the FULL wrath of HELL.

NETBALL.

2009-02-02T21:46:00.000+09:00

GYS:IJ
8:61

nicely peeps(:

the thought of missing sec three adventure camp sucks..

giving.

2009-02-01T21:44:00.000+09:00

THANKS FATSLOB!♥

daryl's blog's alive D:

i recommend yall to read it.

seriously. its a nice story. a true story.

LEARING.

2009-02-01T20:55:00.000+09:00

i remember when i was young, when i used to enjoy shaking the pastor's hand.(:
it somehow felt like a reassurance i needed.
today's message was about declaring the kingdom of God.
like the fishers of men, when the king calls us, what is your response? will you follow him?
no matter how little you are, you could be a inspiration for someone to do great things(:

and the song's REALLY REALLY NICE♥

PRAYER AND PRAISE

2009-01-31T22:46:00.000+09:00

i like my font small la.

here's 5 things i wanna change about myself.
+PLACE GOD♥ FIRST, ALWAYS
+be more accepting towards reality sometimes.
+think for myself, not a follower.
+stop swearing.
+no matter what worsts things happen, be glad.
yep, thats what i'm gonna work towards.
slap me hard if i dont.

i'm going to make sure i do QT too!
BETTTERRR.

training was shiok.
best timing EVVEERRRR!
yes manzxz.
beat my target 3 more times and i'll get to run lesser(:
and i hate interval runs./:

DO OR DIE ELLE
haha.

LIVING FOR YOUR GLORY♥

2009-01-31T22:07:00.000+09:00

tag replies.

2009-01-30T23:38:00.000+09:00

i think this is much easier/:
RELINK ME PEEPS!♥

sammie: relinked (:
gray: finaaallyyy!
mel: smelly melly(:
joycee: what? i'm fureaking guai((:
janice: harlows. you talking. i bet i'm the only one who knows your url. secretive girl!
pearly: I WENT!♥ next one will be in like next two months pulease
caroline:HAIHAI i miss yd ):
sheryl:ILY♥
nat: so? he didnt catch me D: hahaha.
rach: please la you wrote all over my journal already. not enough?
jiaxian: go for yd la you poop fase, that the first time i'm hearing UG people say being a senior sucks.

CHANGE.

2009-01-30T23:35:00.000+09:00

after much procrastination. my new blog's up(:
i just decided somethings i've been doing really
wasnt what i wanted. and i should leave the past in the past(:

cheeros daniel. i'll see you in july.
have a save journey, and please. fatten youself a bit will you.
the lady's jacket D:
God bless ♥

training's tomorrow.
reunion dinner again. [?!]
darn it i dont wanna miss prayer and praise.
oh well. i must touch twelve again!
its
DO OR DIE ELLE!

SOS

2009-01-05T22:35:00.003+09:00

i have this urge to delete this blog.
and to never come back online ever.
reason? NIL.
i know.. i started bottling up stuff.
i'm sorry rachh.
i'll tell you some other time k?

school was [insert word]
i kept falling asleep for the first few lessons.
after that i was fine. i guess its the way the teachers talk.
and my chinese teacher D: oh well.
actually not bad, i finished all my work when i mugged in church.
tho.. some peeps could stop talking.
training's tmr.
hope my timing improves(:
bye peeps,
i'll be back when i'm not feeling like this.

POA HORROR.

2009-01-04T19:33:00.002+09:00

SUNDAY.
first sunday(:
woke up at 745 thinking i'll be late cos jiamin said meet her at 815
yet she came at like 840. somehow 830 service feels weird.
and yd ended early today, usually they'll still be in the room when 830 service ends
yickes, i'm going to be missing alot of yd lessons this year. sigh.
took care of p1s with jiamin. i think they drained both our energy dry.
during lunch jiamin and i were really tired. chyanne's cute (:
annie kept calling me danni-elle the whole time. till the p1 and 2s separated.
blow wind blow!
cant wait for next sunday :D
kids ARE fun, elizabeth.
admit it!

SATURDAY.
camp echo(:
wait.. before i continue,
THANKS SOO MUCH FOR HITTING ME WHEN MY ARM ACHED LIKE MAD.
yea, anyway. training was ohkay. timing deproved again.
my stomach hurt until i could hardly run.
but i think i stretched alot. :
my elevation is low): i saw van's one. super high.
drills after triangle was good actually./:
bathed in school and rushed home cos i was suppose to meet kev at 1+
and i was going to be really late.yet in the end he just woke up= no lunch for me D:
i was starving until dad told me he was fixing lunch if i wanted.
but, i made bim wait for me till i finished lunch.
sorry sorry, i didnt know you were coming 30 mins earlier than you said.
i met bim at 2 (: mum was cabbing so we hitched a ride from her :DDDD
and i realised, i havent visited any of my cousin's in a long time.
sk came back the other day. one smarty pants.
it'll take me a MILLION years to beat his o's results. or prolly never ever be able to.
in the end, we were super early, like we reached church at abt 2.20.
andrew's workshop grp was there already.
i was sleeping. or rather bim kept poking me through out everything to keep me awake.
damn tired): yay to elsie(: she didnt put my ~~unglam~~ photos up(:
charades was funny. DRAKKENNNNNN!!
chris and i went out of the room when they were playing the balloons game :DD teehee.
after yf ended, jiahui carol and chris kept using jiaming's cam to take pics. yuck.
jiamin: eh danielle, lets go emo HAHAHA[?!]
yea yea great pun.
captain's ball was weird.
and audrey started the 'i have abs' thing.
just cos i said my stomach hurts and i'll have abs soon DD:
sng, youre too gentle dude! DD:

FRIDAY.
first day of school!! YAAYYYYY[-.- yea right.]
i'm taking poa(: and my teacher, is FREAKING SCARY!
seriously. she keeps teasing me-.- and ____.
darn it and cos of my reg no, i'm sitting in the front row of class.
waliao, great. more funn.
three seven has 26 people DD: haha.
and like a math class has only 10 people, and ss/hist only 6. what the.
and its actually combined with three eight.
_____ teacher is super down grading. she took out what we got for last year
and starting insulting ____ for her grades.
anddd.. i need more discipline. i hope i dont start procrastinating.
training wasnt that bad. i got freaked out for nothing alright.
i went to coach and thought she was going to scold me,
she asked me to hold on a minute, when marie came over, she just asked me to go.
PHEW!and my timings are DEAD DROP LOUSY.
darn it. i havent gotten __ before! ):
sure pain muscle ache all over): even my foot.LOL.
great, and my rashes arent gone yet))):

TOODLES(:

ignore this.

2009-01-01T23:24:00.002+09:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm just that person far apart.

2009-01-01T21:51:00.005+09:00

hey,

first day of 2009 and i am sad.
firstly, cos tomorrow's the start of school. i need to start waking up at like 0550):
secondly, means the start of trainings. i feel scared, mainly cos i was grounded on Tues and it was a training day. great job -.-
thirdly, its sec three year, means i need more discipline. much much more.
fourthly, I'm losing it. my mind apparently.
anw, i guess there ARE stuff to look forward to tho.
isnt there..? and, my mom started giving me monthly allowance. oh noo.
today in church was boring): i helped andrew do alittle of his homework. haha.
luckily, i've got no holiday homework(:
i hope i can make it for camp echo this sat /: shoot.shoot.shoot.
oh well, adios!

BOXING DAYY(:

2008-12-26T21:21:00.002+09:00

i know i've been a lousy blogger since i havent been blogging much recently.
but boxing day was funn(: went church to read my book its over due D:
nvm la. my fine was only 20cents or so. ahhaha. i borrowed back the same book.
i highly doubt i have time to read again. and. i'm going to wordpress some stuff.
since it doesnt seem nice to lock my blog.(:
its locked tho. and only a few people have the password. sorry.
anw, we played hide and seek around church.
that reminds me. I STILL WANNA WATCH THE WHOLE SHOW.[hide and seek]
some parts ARE freaky tho /:
anw, it got boring and humid after hiding in there for like 15 mins ):
then we went to j8 for dinner
haha mel, cartel? we went subway in the end./:
and YOU. this is war. you started it. not me. REMEMBER THAT.
its so siann that school's starting ):
i knew december would be the best, YET ITS ENDING SO FAST!
fedup. sec three!! trainings too. sigh.
i should enjoy life before school starts :DDDD
bye peeps.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!

2008-12-25T11:57:00.003+09:00

SORRY TO SOME..
your cards are at home/:
woke up at 6 D:
not bad debs. you woke up at my second wake up call.
ahhaa. met debs at 8 plus.
breakfast-ed and went to church to complete cards/:
siao la. we wrote till we heard the doxologyD:
we decided to head to the chapel instead since santuary
wont have space. sry I didnt sit with you.):
then we found it weird cos we were watching what was happening
in the santuary on screen. we went down and tried to find space in
the classroom. then the guy told us to go to the chapel. hahahha wt.
this time we sat like way in front cos there wasnt much space left
after service, we went back to the clubhouse to finish the last few cards.
anw. we watched yes man. wtc la. damn gross.
another year gone, another coming.
i hope next year wont be that bad. i DO miss this year.
no matter how many times it was bad for a few days.

FOOL!

2008-12-22T19:47:00.001+09:00

i feel so pathetic. while yall are caroling.
i'm here. on the com. dying off. with my terrible headache.
seriously. i had food poisoning yesterday):
prolly the worst kind ever. and when i finally feel better
i have this major splitting headache my dad says i slept too long already.
and i guess i wont be seeing you till Christmas. haiz.)):
and since i'm free. i'll blog abt yf camp(:

carey thought my group was HOTGIRLS
wtc. haha. and woong's the best co grp leader.(:
rightright.and i still miss camp):
i remember someone went crazy over realising weng's parents.
ahrem. D: i still remember myself half the time going to jiamin's grp
[sorry la. hawkgirls was just..] you know.
haah i was caring for eddie.
i was kinda sad cos i wrote and gave him lots of stuff but never got a reply/:
then on the day he was leaving camp.
i realised it was cos he had two carers. so yea sad much.
and i remember giving him strawberry yogurt. ahah cooloozz!
the walk from gardens wasnt that bad what.
and chris and i kept singing. we were combined with dng's and lydia's grp.
i missed like all the guys dorm skits except the last one/:
and kinda didnt do anything for my own dorm's skit.
hahaha sorry deb. left you alone/: not my fault tho.
but i'm glad we actually DID run.(:
outing to bishan park was sick. and gross.
seriously.super muddy. and jiamin and i got frustrated cos
someone kept making us do/play every game. even when we wanted to let
others play. and keeps thinking we run damn fast-.- wtc.
capture the enemy's flag got screwed up by mayboo.
and on friday morning.. awoken at 1.. everyone in the hang had the same expression.
eh what time is it.
1..... o.O?!
WTC your watch spoil la.
hahaha. and sam and i sat where the red ants trail was-.-
smart smart. sick la. and ahrem someone was scared of monkeys
hahaha.and after the whole thing. chris sam and i went to chat with bob and the rest.meanies.DD: wet games werent exactly that much of the WET factor/:
but drakken won((: and every time i hid and dried off. i'd come back a few seconds later,
drenched. and yea thanks to someone. when i was cleaning up, poured like 2 buckets of water on me-.-
just before night games, jiamin and i were walking up the staircase near the mhp.
and while we walked up to the 3rd floor. matt told us to walk through the 3rd level
and go to the other staircase and walk up one more floor.
so we did. to overcome someone's fear, we started singing. so like when we were like one corridor away. something hit the green box at the side and hit my jacket and made this really loud sound.haha i looked at jiamin. and ran. ahah leaving her there. but then i realised.
she fell for it and ran after me screaming.ahahaaa. jiamin, it was fun wasnt it?
night games was more of workshops. i prolly only enjoyed jason's station. [solo walk]
we started off at the starcase.
then you'd walk up to the 4th floor. and the you'll see job there. and he'll ask for help.
but the funny thing was, when i walked up. job was SLEEPING. ahah slacker.
then you'll just follow the signs and it'll lead you to this toilet.
hated it. there's like three cubicles. and the last asks if we helped the man outside.
so.. you walked down to the 2nd floor. andd.. theres ANOTHER toilet/: i hate toilets with only candles and no lights.
timmy's station was annoying. partially cos he was trying to stall tim till the end of the game.
so joy chris and i kept running and running.
chris had stitch half way. so she stopped.
captain's ball.i didnt realise everyone was waiting for the ball/: paiseh
and we bridged after that. then macs came. and everyone stopped.
went to bathe. and came back to play more cards(:
kyran was my carer. two years in a row.
not bad dude. youve improved! after i complained /:
after yf camp, we bused back to church. and went for the musical bags distribution.
i slept for like 20 mins and the yf comm came into the clubhouse.
and we decided to leave for distribution.
and GREAT. now i have another photo on the screen.
always the three of us-.- deb jiamin and i. haiz..
oh well.
4 more hours /: i still cant believe i missed caroling.

MUSICAL!

2008-12-20T12:35:00.003+09:00

on the whole. i enjoyed both musicals.
but garden's one probably brought over a clearer message.
dng sang D: and after supper.. was weird.
really really weird.
bishan's one was more of the entertainment part.
right your highness? haha..
now.. jiamin's overseas. pfft.
someone's coming back. (:

i'm screwed, so so screwed.

2008-12-06T00:45:00.002+09:00

oh no. i think i wanna lip piercing DD:

seriouslyyy, haha.
siloso for training. sian we ran WITH ANKLE GUARDS
at SILOSO! how weird. anw. ran up and down siloso 8 times):
i hated it. badly. but its my last training. KINDAA.
i havent packed my bag for yf camp.
oh noo.noo nooo badd.
i'm excited yet not-.- how retarded.

oh yes!
jiamin!
i know we're suppose to have friendly match AGAIN!
this coming tuesday at kallang.
haha coolzz. but too bad both of us wont be going. /:

anw at 430. everything after was de bomb.
whoo volleyball. i saw this really cool vball player.
haha but her ball hit my back twice): pain.
we made this giant sand castle(:
thenthen. when we walked back to the monorail. IT RAINED.
great 2 hours spent on a spoil wet sand castle.
noob. and.. i finally finished a carls jr burger. ahah!
kim's damn retarded-.- everything we said made her laugh.

i need sleep):
eye bags are returning.
and i didnt get a tan mannzz.
not like it'll stay on long tho.

bye love.

a fake smile.

2008-12-05T10:38:00.004+09:00

i stayed up till 4,
i was thinking.
are we still
friends?
buddies?

and then i
realise.
whats the point
of me thinking,
hoping, wishing,
wanting, waiting.
when you dont care
anymore.

if things were like that.

maybe then, ~~i shouldnt be going~~

~~for camp.~~ i wont want to face you

having to think of all these.

fairy tale story. /:

2008-12-04T21:57:00.003+09:00

helped meg with her banner.
its complete! looks ~~weird D:~~ good.(:
camp's on sundayyy.
elliot! i want my jacket ):
now now now. hahaa.
i wanna know who's his other leader.
coollzz.too bad i can never be in his grp.
oh no i am freezing ):
and shoot. my timetable for the week is SCREWED!
not that i have one. but it is.

~~angry~~ fustrated until
ZY cheered me up(:
i promise to go over and visit you guys after yf camp.(:
chatted with weirdo over the phone.
and weirdo is FREAKING TALL NOW.
unfair much.
someone doesnt care about me anymore ):
~~cos you have someone else right~~
and you know i'm referring to you.

toodles.

what a fureak ending.
i'm declaring myself a

loser.

its official.

tired.

2008-12-04T01:15:00.003+09:00

i dunno who i am.
i really dont. really.
i didnt feel so sad when i heard
what you said. i dunno what
i'm thinking.i needa know how
i feel sometime.):

stufid girl.

better off.

2008-12-03T11:22:00.002+09:00

oh well.
havent beaten my best timing.):
i realise. i dont think this friday's my last training.
cos after, we have issac and like coach treats it as training.
not a competition. so. yea. i bet its still the normal.):
sadddd. THIS FRIDAY'S TRAINING'S AT SILSO!
whoo. finally. sian i cried): i hate it.

camp this sunnnndaaayyyy!(:
i wanna know my group. NOW NOW NOW.
elliot says he's a group leader D: really meh.
but he's buying me a jacket. hahah siao

its so fun bumping into people on the bus.
haha sharonnnnnnn(:
crappy talk. she cheers me up(:

hello moo.
haha.

CIAO BELLAS.♥

ending story.

2008-12-02T21:38:00.005+09:00

time's passing really fast):
i'll be 15 soon. [as someone would say 8 only D:]
i WISH i was 8. how great life was back then(: and and...
CHRISTINA LIM! dont you miss our kindergarden?
i miss it.): badly.
the playground. and the nap times. and the REALLY REALLY
long table during 'recess' remember? i loved it all.
i had my birthday once there(:
haiz. i'm growing older ):
nooo.

2 more trainings. you know what?
i'm going to give it my all tmr.
at least then i'll feel good about it.

moo, are you coming tmr? ):
its not as fun without you.
nooo my nonsense friend is missing!):
today was boring. really really BORING!
i helped megan paint banner(:
and i should stop skipping meals.
see la. got stomach pain today cos i didnt eat
before leaving the house.
yay i bought stuff with my mummy.
i cant wait for yf camp! or can i. /:
i should get to know myself soon.
seems weird not knowing the person you are.
hi danielle(:

yes ahh. i borrowed the second book(:

bye world. CIAOO

i'll be waiting(:

2008-12-01T23:36:00.000+09:00

someone's in sg but somewhere far): [is that counted?]
nooo now i got to buddy to talk nonsense to.
haiz.

training ended late.
my timing! oh noo.
i think i pulled my muscle a little.
oh well. camp's next week!

went church after training.
dinner was damn funny

mel: sleeping part's the best part
me: what? why?
mel: cos you got people beside you.
me: o.O wtc. lesbian.
mel: noo noo. cos if no one beside me i feel so lonely.
thats why i didnt enjoy last years camp that much
me: yuck. cos you got no one to sleep beside you!?

mel. i proclaim.
you ARE les.
confirm.
confirm.

fearful /:

2008-12-01T11:16:00.001+09:00

LORD I NEED STRENGTH

i really do.
i realise how much i mean to you.
nothing.

everything's against me now ):

2008-11-30T19:38:00.002+09:00

whats happening.

the things between the both of us.

if this is how you're going to hurt me.

then i wish we never met.

i'm sorry.

but it kill me to realise

i dunno anything.

training tmr again.

3 more left.

oh joy.

i cant wait for yf camp.

well.kind of.

whats happening to you.

what went wrong?

seriously.

i think of you everytime.

why

prayer and praise.

2008-11-29T23:13:00.002+09:00

i realise something.
i'm taking too long to finish the last few pages of the book.
siao. its like i took 2 days to read till i left 8 pages.
then until now, i'm still left with 5. aiyo. i keep getting distracted.
left behind.

prayer and praise was great.
but i was sitting right beside the speakers.
siao. damn pain. cant even hear myself talking to Elyssa.
but really. what causes you to lose faith in God?
and the one thing i needa do, is be more accepting.
ahh where are the 94ers?!
sam aud carey jiaxian jiamin.
and our yd peeps should go.

after dinner. i took a bus home.
ahah and i saw julia. wtc. i should have walked home with her.

whatever la.

seriously

this aint the

first time

you called me

stupid

dumb

idiot

fool.

i'm used to it.

so just call

whatever you want.

WOMAN, WE NEEDA TALK):

everything was worth it.

2008-11-28T22:37:00.005+09:00

its not always about you.

sometimes. being yourself is

what makes us comfortable

with each other. so dont pretend.

i never works that way.

i needa know how i feel.

but thanks. thanks for the fun we had(:

note to self.

wake up. its time to know yourself.

didnt go for training today.

and i realise something.

i have 3 more trainings left.

went to church.

painted their banner for them.

siao. i got sprayed so many time.

pfft. revenge is sweet isnt it? moose.

playing with you badminton is a little mad.

but i guess fun.

i should get people christmas gifts. maybe..

oh well. byebye.

iloveyou.

imkidding.

foolishperson.

guitar(:

2008-11-27T22:38:00.003+09:00

went guitar shopping. ahah. how fun.
tried a few guitars but..
too bad nothing appealed to me.
grr. my headache's not going away):
this is badd. daryl met us for dinner(:
daryl's car is sick. yuck. gross.
shant explain. sick dude. damn disgusting.
i love my blog now.
no one will realise black words(:
but unless you.. nvm.

i cant tell the difference

really. it just happens when it does.

i should sort things out with myself.

i hate it when we are so distant.

ISSAC.

2008-11-26T22:52:00.002+09:00

had training):
really bad. seriously.
i thought my fever went away and i was good to go
for training. but noo. after 2.4 run.[which fyi. i was slow):]
everything sank in. my body was burning. i could feel the heat of it.
and at the same time the sun shone hard today): sigh.
i could only get back to myself only after i finished my first drill.
training wasnt that bad. today match was quite. ohkay overall.
i headed to church(: mel came for dinner. but someone. ahrem.
didnt. i started coughing like mad on the way home. oh sheesh.
i hate cough.
reanne called me last night! (:
i miss you. she's coming back on the 23rd of december.
what a nicer day. that doesnt clash with anything.(:
byee peeps.

the truth is that you did make me sad today.

its weird cos most of the times.

youre the one that makes me smile/:

lousy headache and blogshot eyes.

2008-11-25T10:06:00.002+09:00

i have a lousy headache and blogshot eyes. /:
i woke up and realised someone.
everytime i walk down the steps,
cos terry's on one of the steps at the corner ,[in his cage]
he follows my movement.
haha every morning.
terry's so cute(:

oh well. 5 more trainings.
and abt 4 more issac games.
and ahrem. i know i'm short lor.
but then, at least taller than other(:
yesterday there was this st hilda's girl
haha. talking to her other friend.
it was like photo taking.
and tessa was standing in behind me.
and we were both at the end.
g1:eh, i dont wanna stand beside her[me]
g2:huh why?
g1:she's taller than me
g2:aiyo then stand behind la
g1:crazy or what? the girl behind's tall too[tessa]
g2:forget it! no one asked you to stand right. i stand la.
HAHAH[actually, she's just shhoorrr...] :D
i still wanna grow and be 170 D:
and i'm far from getting there.sad.

i wanna scream and badly.

2008-11-24T23:34:00.002+09:00

danielle sucks
danielle sucks
danielle sucks
danielle sucks
danielle sucks
danielle sucks
danielle sucks
now dont you agree with me?

i hate this feeling.

hate it. its so. gross.

feeling disgustingly sad.

DANIELLE! WAKE UP!

stufid fool.